This Past Week...

Long time no blog... I wish I could fill this entire post with how everything changed and how happy I am, but I can't. Nothing that I wanted to change did, but everything I wasn't expecting did.

I was on the Price is Right and won a motorcycle. I went up there and was so nervous, and when you spin the wheel Drew asks if you want to say hi to anyone, and I said "Hi mom, dad, Holly, Jeremy, Joel, and all my friends." I wish I could go back, cuz in my head there were millions of people I wanted to say something to... "Earick, HAHA! Should have came!" ... "Mark, I know you know all the right prices" ... and "Martha... I love you..." And I still regret not saying it... I don't know why. Part of me tells me why give her the time of day? and I don't know why... It just bugs me.

My ferret died. He was old, and lived a long time. It's sad that he's gone, cuz it was something we all knew was coming. He got slower, and slept more and more each day. His name was Fatty, and he's gonna be missed. R.I.P. Fatty.

There's so much I want to type about Martha... but I don't see the point. It doesn't do any good. I'm hurt, she's happy... I miss her. I'm pathetic. El fin.





To whoever reads this... Your gonna fight and disagree, but in the end your true friends will always be there for you. It sucks that a situation like this opened my eyes to that, but it did, so I wanted to thank every friend I have that's been there for me these past couple weeks (some more than others), but you know who you are. Thanks.