The Convo. The End.

— Ok. Well im sorry for bugging you so much... I swear i'll leave you alone... IM probably making this hard on you. Im really sorry

— I'm hurt. And I can't believe you'd ever do this

— I know i'm sorry...

— How can you say your sorry... You left me... Never gave me a chance... Just goodbye

— K. Well then i don't know what to say. I feel like dying

— Why did you leave me? For him so soon... We had so much together... You knew him for days... And chose him over me... And when i thought you could see what you did, you still rather be with him... And i'm crushed... I feel like dying... And when i needed you... You took off with him... I was crying so hard cuz it hurts me so bad... I've felt like my heart and chest is caved in every single day... I love you and can't believe you'd do this

— What do you want me to do? Do you want me to leave you alone and never talk to you again?

— I did and gave you everything i could... I tried to be perfect... Yes i messed up.. You messed up too.. He messes up... But you broke my heart... And rubbed in in... And replaced me so fast

— K.

— I want you to want me... To remember everything we had and how much i meant to you...

— I know how much you meant to me...

— You miss me... You know you do... A part of you still wants to be with me... Think of how we'd be if you never went to camp... He would have never been in your life and we'd be happy...

— I know... But not entirely happy... I'd be lonely and you'd be having the time of your life in cali while i was here hurting missing you and feeling like shit

— I still mean the same to you... I love you... You love me... You care about me...

— I know. You still mean a lot to me...

— Your lonely still... He's not always there... And when he is there He's not always there cuz There's certain things he puts before you... That's why you call me... I love you... It killed me when i wasn't with you... I was lonely too... Like i am now... But you don't care cuz now your having the time of your life... We had evetything planned out... We had over 2 years together... And left like in the blink of an eye... Then rubbed it in... What happened you? You loved me... You cared... Now you hate me and i don't know why cuz i did everything i could to makr you happy...

— I don't hate you and im sorry for rubbing it in...

— Why did you choose him over me... After everything you told me... After everything we did... After everything we had?

— I don't know... Pretty stupid of me, probably why i did it. Cuz im a dumb bitch

— Everytime you needed me i was there... No matter what, when, where, how, why... Even when he wasn't... Even when he isn't... What did i do to deserve this

— I don't know what to say... I don't know what I can say... I don't know what I can say...

— Why him? Just why... I was your prince... Your pooh bear... Your mister noodle... Now i'm dead to you and he's your everything... I don't understand

— It didn't send all the way

— Then come back... Take me back... Let me be your everything again... I want you... I can't live without you... I want to love you care for you for the rest of my life... Let me... Love me

— Hello? I didn't get the whole text

— I was good to you... You make me out to be a selfless asshole to make you and him believe he's so much better... I've given and sacrifised so much for you... Was there for you... Did everything i could... I've put more into you and our relationship than he will ever be able to... He love's you... Nice way of showing it... I did more than saying it... I showed it... For 2 and a half years and counting... I'm really tired of comparing myself to him cuz allthat you say is i don't know him and whatever... Fine... But i hope you see... Everything i've done for you... I loved you... I cared... And none of it matters to you but i hope someday you will

— I hope that someday you can forgive me for this... I don't expect you to and i know you don't even think im truly sorry but i am... And i don't have a single doubt in my mind that you didn't give it your all or love me with all your heart cuz i know you did and i know how hard this is for you and im extremly sorry... I don't think i'll ever feel worse about something than i do about this... I'm sorry pooh bear

— He'll never be me... He can kiss your hand like i used to do but it won't be my lips... You can hit him when you see an out of state license plate, butit's won't be my shoulder... You can make love to him, but when you look up it won't be my face... And it hurts me that your okay with that... The pain i feel is unbearable and you'll never understand how much you hurt me... You not only left me, but you hot with him a day after... And told me and him you didn't care about me anymore... And then you send me the picture... How can you tell me you didn't mean to hurt me when you clearly did? I really didn't understand what i did to deserve this from you... What i did for you to tear me apart limb from limb and break my heart into a thousand pieces... And i hope your flying in the cluds cuz with how you treated me i sure in the hell hope your feeling pure ecstacy.. Cuz i did everything i could to make you happy.. And you told me you were...

— Ok. Fine. You win. Your right im wrong like always ok. Bye.

— It's not even like it... But take it how you want it... I just don't see why your with him and not me... Explain it to me... I need to understand... Tell me why him

— Cuz he's here for me... I love him, he loves me. We understand each other and need each other. He knows why i feel like shit randomly. He goes through the same things. We easily communicate with each other... God brought him into my life to help me... I need him...

— K

— It's not your fault that you weren't those things for me... You tried... I know you did

— Just stop

— K. Sorry. Bye.

— I fucking hate you... Don't ever talk to me again... Have a fantastic life with your "miracle"... You hurt me... And i will never forgive you for what you've done... I'm dying and it's never felt so good to know i'm dying alone... Goodbye and i never want to hear from you again

5 hours later, I get a text from a "concerned parent" telling me to stop harassing Martha and her boyfriend... isn't life grand!