Another Dream

After 5 days they came back... I finally thought they were gone... Why do they have to be so real? When I used to have dreams when I was younger, I'd be talking to animals and jumping over houses, but now... They're so vivid and real... And bring back so many memories... I try to take 1 step forward, but these dreams put me 10 steps back... I see her smile... I hear her laugh... I feel her soft touch... I taste her sweet lips... I smell the Glammorazzi perfume I bought her for Christmas... And then I crack... I break down... All while she's 1,000 miles away... happy... with him...

I've never felt so empty
So hurt
So unsure of what to do
Where to go
How to act and react to all of this
I've never felt this pathetic in my entire life