Alright, I'll Post One...

I don't know how many times I opened up my blog and started typing than gave up.. anyways... Now I'll do it I guess, except I forgot all the things I was going to blog about to begin with... I'll try and remember...

Ryan, my cousin, is out of the hospital and back at school. He'll be on blood thinners for a few months to completely dissolve the clots. He's not in much pain, but can't walk very far without running out of breath. They said this should be temporary, so hopefully it is. I'm so glad he's okay, and getting better.

Do you remember Jake from The Bachelorette? Of course you do, well guess what... HE'S GONNA BE THE NEW BACHELOR! w00t w00t! Don't judge me, he's a tight doo, anyways...

The job I was so eagerly awaiting fell through. I got a call the night before it started and said it was postponed till the following Tuesday, pssh... So what... Thursday rolls around, and I got a call saying it's been canceled... WOO!!! Few days later I get a call again saying that there's a warehouse job available... so I say yes... What a mistake. I hate this job. Aside from the fact that I'm the only white guy there, I get called out for being white... not literally "HEY WHITEY!" but, here... I'll give you one instance, this is exactly what went down: Me and a coworker were putting stickers on boxes because the ones that already had stickers ran out. Then my supervisor comes over, and says "John... why are you putting stickers on these boxes, build them, put the stuff in and send them to Wade, He the one that do stickers." So I say "Okay," and start building the boxes while the other guy continues to do what I was doing, and nothing was said to him. I didn't think much of it, but it happened again... Even when I wasn't putting stickers on the boxes, and the other guy was. The supervisor straight up said "John, I told you not to put the stic... ah hell..." and walked away. There's other things that happened, but I ain't gots the time or patience to type it, but anyways... Tonight I'm gonna get a call saying if I come back tomorrow, because the first 3 days are the "weeding" process. I made it through day 1, today was day 2, so we'll see... If I stay I'll be working Mon - Fri, from 8:00 - 4:30, loading boxes, unloading boxes, over and over and over and over... My body hurts so mad right now it's not even funny. And it's not me just being a bitch, everyone I work with is in pain too. Maybe if I go back I'll have to do some routine stretches in the morning before I go. OH! I forgot the most important thing. This job is it in a huge warehouse that's 34 degrees... ALL THE TIME. We deal with cold foods, so it has to be cold, and damn is it cold. I go in there with 3 shirts and a sweater and I'm still freezing. My nose can't stay warm and it always goes numb, ugh! If you know me you know I hate the cold. I hate ice, I hate everything that's under 75 degrees... So it's not pleasant, but we'll see. I look at it this way... I have to sacrifice my time, body, and patience for my kid, because that's why I'm doing this. To support my fiance and my child. So that's what gets me through it...

Speaking of baby and fiance stuff... Martha went to the doctor's and we got another ultrasound, WOO! Also she was approached with the offer to participate in a scientific study about baby growth. They made some hypothesis's and just needed field research to prove the theory, and Martha agreed. For participating we'd receive 5 more ultrasounds, one free 3d ultrasound, and up to $150. They made her an appointment, and an hour before they called and said she couldn't be apart of it because she wasn't 18. Bummer, but in good news... She thought she could feel it move today :). I hope that true cuz n a few weeks, I'll be able to feel it :)

That's all for now, bye.