Hot Cheetos

Today is Monday and my last post was Wednesday... A lot has happened between those 5 days... Over the weekend I drove out to Chatsworth to hangout with Chelsea... Had an awesome time... Ate expensive mexican food, met her parents and quarky brother... We watched Last House on the Left... Added a little decor to her wall, haha... Then we basically listened to music and through pillows and each other... hm... that sounds pretty gay, but fuck it... it was fun... Hey Chelsea... GIMME THAT PILLOW! Haha, well... since it was an hour drive, I left tired as hell and wanted to get outta there before I was a zombie, but by the time I got home I had woken up a little, and went with my friends to a party where they charged $20 to get in, ha! What do they think they are... A club? We left there and went back to my house where we got pretty toasted...

A few people called about the motorcycle I'm trying to get rid of... HAHA! Okay... so if you went into a dealership and bought my Harley... You'd walk out spending over $17,000 after taxes and everything... Okay, so my Harley is brand mother effin new... It's basically like buying it from the dealer... These mofo's offer me $11,000. HAHA! Get a life guys... I know it's free money, but I refuse to be taken advantage of...

Today I cleaned my house because Martha is going to be coming down for her Spring Break. It was such a hassle getting the tickets... Fuck these companies like Priceline and Expedia... You go through all the steps that take you roughly 30 minutes, and then at the last minute they say there's an error with one of the first things you did, then you have to start all over, and then they tell you there's another error... It took me probably 20 tries to finally get it... So she'll be flying in Tuesday and staying till Sunday... I can't help but feel I'm going to be let down by her coming... But I guess we'll see...

Okay, so... um... as of right now I'm pretty upset... Martha hinted, or maybe I made up something in my head, but none the less, it seemed like she was unhappy with Hunter, so that's why she was coming to see me.. But now... I don't think that's the case. I've been there and done it, and I know when she uses words to describe me, I'm becoming the "best friend" and I honestly don't want to be that. I don't want to be the fall back guy that she goes to when he hurts her... As of right now I give her everything he doesn't, and he gives her nothing, so I basically give her everything. But she doesn't see that. So I think after she leaves I'm cutting off all ties, and we'll see if she sees that the only reason they've lasted so far is cuz of me... I even pay for the fucking gas it takes to get to his house... Pathetic I know, but we've already established that that's what I am... But no more... This guy is a sorry excuse for a boyfriend... Maybe cuz he's fucking 15 and doesn't even know how to be one... Fuck it, I'm over it... I'm over being upset... I'm gonna go eat some hot cheetos and go to bed... Got a big test tomorrow... AH! Wish me luck...