It's 4 minutes until Christmas Eve, well... by the time I'm finished typing and by the time you, or anybody for that matter, reads this... Boy do I love Christmas time, but I just don't know... something about this year... The feeling of Christmas... the atmosphere... it's just not there. It feels like another day. Yeah lights are up, even though not that many, and there's a tree in my living room, presents under it... but just somethings missing. Maybe it's that I can't enjoy it knowing Martha's not enjoying it... She's used to celebrating Christmas with her family... the snow... and here all she gets is my family and the wind/sun. Oh! Look at that... Officially Christmas Eve! I guess we're not going to get to open a present tonight (Thursday). I'm kind of bummed about that, but whateva... More presents for tomorrow (Friday). And it hasn't really hit me yet, but this is basically my last Christmas. After this it will be all about Jake. This is what makes me feel even more like a kid because I'm so used to Christmas being about me, and getting presents, and having a list a mile long, but now... Now I won't have/need a list. I'll just have to make the best of it. :) I hope everything goes good, so... Everyone, reading this, not reading it, whatever... Have a Merry Christmas Eve and have a very Merry Christmas Day!
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